2026

Best wishing to everyone for 2026. May this be better than the last.

I've since stopped looking forward to this so called renewal chapter due to persistent uncertainty. My life took a turn after the cancer happened & it's been predominantly inhibited by despair more than anything else. Someone told me this excessive pessimism is a choice - I choose to make myself miserable. Well I certainly did not choose to make the cancer happen & the way I see it, everything happens for a reason. I'm at the receiving end with very little authority to the narrative. I have learnt to just accept things as it unfolds along the way & be grateful because there are others out there with worse in hand. Don't complain. Accept & move on.